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[19th. Jun, 2018|12:32 pm] |
 to be able to read all my private entries,
do sign up for a livejournal a/c,
and add me as friend.
you are able to read if i add you back as friend.
alternatively, http://petrina-the-sovereign.blogspot.com |
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| round 4. |
[6th. Apr, 2009|12:34 pm] |
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i can't open blogger so this is the alternative space.
i had very long nights over the weekend. home at 4am, binge drinking. stood by the coast, thinking about everything. going to the chapel at wee hours of the morning to talk to GOD.
my dad gave me a poster which read something like : aim high, aim far, aim for the sky, aim for the stars. i stared at the poster and wondered at the audacity of my father to think i could reach the stars. i was hoping to make ends meet.
well at least he had the courage to dream for me. but i always disappoint him.
strong friendships have been a very integral part of my life. i had the good fortune of having good friends in the different phases of my life. the friendship one makes growing up tend to mould the person one becomes. my growing up experiences with my friends, together with the love, support and guidance of my parents, have crystallized the adult petrina.
in the darkest hour of my misery, i realised many things. friendship in a crucible- friends are tested in crises. most of my friends remained friends. some, beyond my expectations, eased away, the fear of collateral damage haunting them. a few, to my despair, anguish and pain, gloated. but most of my tested and trusted friends stood by me. they warmed my hearts and gave me courage and hope.
never forget the good that people have done for you and do your best to help them whenever you can.
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| i hate work !!! |
[25th. Sep, 2008|08:17 pm] |
today everything seems to go against me. especially the manager !
i was working on the same four service agreements since yesterday. i edited and edited and edited.
at first the manager said ok, then when check again, she said error. i don't know what's wrong with her why can't she check all and tell me all the errors at once ! [ very fed up ]
one case, she wrote $21400 in pencil. so i typed $21400. when she checked ; why the figure so odd ? when you see this odd figure you must think and ask me. you are suppose to help me save time.
WALAU HOW I KNOW THE FIGURE IS ODD ! you're the manager, of cos i have to trust what you write.
and i think there's A GHOST IN MY COMPUTER ! whenever i edited something, saved, and print, the printout is full of errors.
another case, she asked me to do a world-check for criminal records. one of the directors' name was flagged and they have 16 matches. example i typed in jane seet. then the list came out jane anne seet, jane brown seet, up to 16 different humans. you see i don't know which jane seet to print.
i asked her which one i should print. her reply was; i don't know what you're talking about. HUH ? ! YOU USE THIS SOFTWARE SO LONG AND YOU DON'T KNOW ? i was so pek chek ! nevermind. she said print all. then scan and send to her.
i printed, stapled together. then i realised need to scan. so i un-stapled.
i went over to inform her where i will be saving the scanned files.
she : why scan ?
me : you asked me to scan !
i am afraid she will not give me high marks for my internship. example today, all the incidents are pin pointing me of being incompetence.
and this is only the third week.
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| blogspot. |
[31st. Aug, 2008|10:53 pm] |
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my blogspot takes ages to load, but it will load.
pls be patient.
thankyou.
http://petrina-the-sovereign.blogspot.com
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[20th. Aug, 2008|12:37 pm] |
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dear bunnies,
i bought a pair of earring for danica,
which amounts to $50.
shared among geryl, mardi, clarissa, cheryl, shuyu and i.
pls bring $8 on sat.
thankyou.
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| yucky. |
[19th. Aug, 2008|12:01 am] |
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i'm not a pushover.
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| car pooling. |
[18th. Aug, 2008|03:42 pm] |
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dear bunnies,
we've the car on sat.
please confirm with me asap the time and venue.
suggested venue : pasir ris mrt.
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| third anniversary. |
[9th. Aug, 2008|02:35 pm] |
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the 3rd anniversary story.
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| starting of a new beginning. |
[31st. Jul, 2008|10:51 pm] |
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the month of july is FINALLY over.
AUGUST will be parties, birthdays.
17th aug is the bomb, i want to get high and probably die of excessive alcohol consumption.
perfect excuse for not taking exams.
lastly,
and MY 3RD ANNIVERSARY.
i've plenty of ideas for my 3rd anniv.
clarissa, if you happen to read this, sorry, i can't meet you on tue because i remember i have company law tutorial from 12pm.
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| goodbye. |
[22nd. Jul, 2008|12:04 am] |
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I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize
All you've ever meant to my life
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
i don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye
You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure i'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me |
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| moving. |
[21st. Jul, 2008|12:09 pm] |
i am moving back to blogspot because i found a solution and i still love blogspot for the many memories left behind.
before moving, i will private the post of the ex gf pic.
http://petrina-the-sovereign.blogspot.com
lj is solely for sad, private entries meant for less than 10 humans to read.
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| a little bit of these. |
[20th. Jul, 2008|10:18 pm] |
its such a cold night. i wish that i am in your arms.
oh well,
wonder when will i be back in your arms again.
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| mens. |
[19th. Jul, 2008|01:05 am] |
why girls are the one pleasing the guys ?
from cooking to enduring all the arguments.
are we that vulnerable ?
sometimes i wonder if guys truly love their girls with their heart or is it because they want sex.
thus use sex to love the girl.
guys are just disappointing creatures.
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| gastronomy. |
[18th. Jul, 2008|11:38 pm] |
cookie monster with gastronomic delight of food. |
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| the little things you gave away. |
[18th. Jul, 2008|12:50 am] |
thank you for the day.
from the movie to the so tasty meal, that it still kept me thinking for more.
i love the bullets in wanted.
this is the best !
satay wings, which are chicken wings, prawns, squid, squid head.
our new hair cut.
he looked like a female. i looked sophisticated ! but i am never sophisticated.
like my brother always says, the sophisticated life we lead.
kenard is waiting for me to turn in.
till then, goodnight / morning. |
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| remember me tonight. |
[17th. Jul, 2008|11:38 pm] |
 after a good three, four days, i am back into your arms.
The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting, because a boy like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find.
You always thought that I was stronger, i may have failed. but I have loved you from the start.
tonight will be the night that I will fall for you, over again. |
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| the one. |
[15th. Jul, 2008|05:46 pm] |
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if you cannot live without that person , means he / she is the right one.
-quoted by H
am i the wrong one for you ?
i shall watch and bless you from afar.
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| double standard. |
[15th. Jul, 2008|01:28 pm] |
humans are ridiculously strange.
the truth is brutal.
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| poverty. |
[14th. Jul, 2008|05:19 pm] |
i am so poor that i have to sell off my US currency to buy MC.
and eat oatmeal biscuits for lunch & dinner.
cheryl & shuyu, you have another friend to go through poverty with.
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| vampire weekend. |
[13th. Jul, 2008|11:24 pm] |
thank you love for the wonderful weekend, from the alcohol ice cream to the 200$ shopping in 30 minutes.
we both have new clothes and a burnt pocket.
we had fun, we had joy !
xoxo. |
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